-------Drained--------

My energy is draining out of me..... I'm really really tired.... Sometimes I cant help but wonder... " Why me? Why am I always in the middle? " This year is the worst year... Not because of PMR.... but becz of all the people tat's changing n all the people tat jz wont change around me....

Too tired to tell... Too tired to think.... Too tired to live... Something are meant to be kept tat way... Why reveal? Why show? Why tell? Why prove? Even if it doesnt involve me... why must i suffer with u all? Why do I haf to care? Its all falling apart... so quickly falling apart...

Striving to be Christ like is so hard... SO SO hard!! **Tears roll down**
I wanna forgive... I wanna let go...

** Holding back tears ** Sigh... I dont noe myself no more... I jz know I tried...

Sorry Karine... I didnt mean to be so harsh on u... I noe you're trying to help... But u're jz not ok? jz not... I get the way u see things... Can u get the way I see it? I tot u let go.... I really tot u oredi let go.... Sorry to say this... But I'm really disappointed...

Advice: Be forgiving, supportive and not implusive... Letting go isnt really tat hard... Jz remember, Christ's blood is on all of us...

** Really sorry.... Cant blog out what happened.... **