It got me thinking...

mmhm.. went to church on Sunday.

Somehw, it felt like home. a different kind of home.

intriguing sense of comfort & relieve.. (:

God is rly something...

thr was tis pain inside.

everything that happened in my life, is happening or ought to happen.

the future is vague, past all but a longing nw..

present is all that is left for me to grasp?

anyways, i saw many ppl praying.. their tears rolled down silently.

was it pain? or was it tears of relieve? healing perhaps?

This got me thinking..

People judge, people comment.

I'm nt excluded.

i like to comment. i dont always pass judgement. but i do.

but to the person i directed it to, you just shudnt mind abt wad i said.

just like how your judgemental sides & under-appreciated comments shudnt affect me too.

Judgement, comments.

sometimes it's just better to be kept to urselves.

You dont know wad ppl been thru, going thru or is going to go thru in life.

Everyone is living some kind of pain inside.

Respect that.

We're jz passer-bys.

MF f'ked up day.

things on my mind today:

1) PTPTN application

2) catching the bus to Singapore tis Fri as PTPTN application clashed.

3) English Presentation put forward, nid to volunteer for Thurs slot as going SG tis fri.

4) Computer Apps Website Assignment (nid redo)
5) i've jz somehw, in a way gt scammed RM338.73.

6) hw to tell my mum abt the scam. (70% my fault)

7) paying for the RM338.73..

8) the pain of cutting myself with a peeler, under my nail lagi tuu.. T T

9) finals arnd the corner, i rly shud b studying.. instead of thinking hw to earn $ :S

haihs..

我好累。

为什么生活要有不幸？

为什么有时候一切不能顺顺利利？

为什么就不能少些烦恼呢？

这么多的为什么 却不能改变任何残酷的现实。。

可悲？还是无奈？

生气， 够了。

责备， 够了。

哭也哭够了。

自责也应该够了吧。

因为这些并不能让现实好转。

生活里 发生不愉快的事时，

其实并没有什么 “后悔”，"责备" 和 “自责”。。而只有 “承担”。

Time Flies...

Time flies.

it's so unbelievably believable. ):

rite?

anyways, today went to church..

mmhmm.. for the 1st time I listened to the sermon. :)

it was quite interesting.. by a married deacon who converted from protestant..

Today was abt entering the narrow gates of God's kingdom.

Following Christ was never an easy thing to begin with..
(No offence) esp when u're a Catholic?

D deacon made me realise OBEDIENCE.

Obedience to God enforced thru the church.

I finally (somewht) understood y the Catholic Church have so many MANY rules.

training perhaps? (:

Also, he said smth tat rly makes sense..

God use pain to create beauty in our lives.

it's rly true..

as they say too, behind everything beautiful, there is some kind of hurt.

many ppl like to take the easy way out..

nid i remind u, the gate to hell is always wide and spacious..

but behind that gate.. is wad's more important, no?

dont ever regret taking the hard way.

u learn. u gain. u grow.

much more than the ppl who took the easy way.

deep down, one day,

u'll see the beauty in urself,

moulded n refined by PAIN.

原来。。

回不到过去。。

可以是那么痛苦的。

Oppsie.. xD

Lmao max.

turns out the Macs r just for design students.

BWAHAHA. who cares? i'm nt even from taylors. nyek nyek nyek XD

hahaha. even karine nvr used thr. ^^

ytdy finally got back home at 7pm~ aikkks. so tiring > n <
doubt i'll be returning to KL anytime soon..

went thru a lot (kinda).. nt fond of it. but proud of myself ^^

heh.. next adventure- to Singapore!

time had come..

OH FUDGE. ):

time flies laa weh! time to go back Melaka jorr..

Now posting from Taylor's college. hahaha.. MAC weh! siao cool!

MMU sux la. haha. Taylor lagi hi-tech lagi "multimedia" =3=

anyways.. lols. karine having exam nw :S

but she'll b alrite. "english essay nia ma..", she said. haha.

ytdy was one of the most historical days. hahaha..

she kicked my toenail off.

wtf rite?

it's kinda painful nw )':

but well, it's been ages since i saw 'the Form1-5 Karine' laughing like mad.

YESH. the hyenna is back ;D

not only that, we had domino's again for brunch!!

OOG. lovely! :) i swear i'll get sick soon. hahaha.. ;x

after that went Subang Parade.

LOL la this karine. she went atm dunno hw many times.

gawdd.. bought so many many many accessories!!

11necklaces, 4 rings, 2bracelets, numerous earrings.

HEHE. I'm still proud to have made her pierce her ears. WOOHU ^^

For me, i din buy tat much laa of cz. lol.

but all in all, i spent almost rm400. OOG. my mum will kill me. T T

go back melaka have to makan porridge everyday for 2 weeks liao.

hahaha.. hope i rly do tat. if nt.. :S over budget by so much tis month.

Going Singapore soon some more leh! haiyo~

OOOO.. felt quite down tat dint get to meet Paw..

but oh well, he's busy with work.. so.. haha, i can understand bha :)

anyways, Karine made my day! cheered me up xD

she helped me get a pair of KILLER BOOTS for a KILLER PRICE.

*SCREAMS*

I LOVE YOU KARINE T T

I oso love the boots~ WHEEEE~

haha, to kip it more mysterious, nyek nyek nyek.. no pics, no description.

so when u see me wit it, u might as well kill me. XD HAHAHA.

i'll proudly die in it. ^w^

Oh gosh. ltr got to get on the Sardine Can (KTM) again. T T

going KL sentral then going Seremban, from Seremban get Bus Express to Melaka :)

yei-yei~ hope i dun get lost in Seremban. haha. 1st time go thr weh!

well, when faced with new encounters,

we get to choose to grip the handle of anxiety, or the handle of faith..

i'm sure u noe which one i'll grab rite? ^^

anyways... saying goodbye ltr would be hard... T T

Things i do just to meet you D:

So on friday, i get on a bus to KL. bus at 1pm but i went early jz in case :S
reached Sentral at 11.30am. LOL. too early -___-
chased d public bus somemore. hahaha.
it's kinda scary :S 1st time travel alone, 1st time in KL BUkit Jalil side..
Have totally NO IDEA hw to get to karine. T T
but i guess, as long as u ask u wont get lost gua. lol.

reached KL at arnd 3.15pm.
wanted to get on rapidKL bus to sunway, but then, only have to pudu raya. lol.
den asked, turns out i nid to walk abit then cross the road to get to the LRT station.
From LRT, take to Tasik Selatan, then change to KTM to Setia Raya and take taxi to Sunway Pyramid.

hell did i noe.
i was suppose to chg KTM again at KL sentral. WTF. T T
whn i finally board the KTM (sardine can) to KL sentral, it's like 4.30++ jor.
Reached KL sentral. OMG. damm packed!
missed the 1st KTM to Subang.. 2nd one. HUKAO, i dun care, squeeze in nia.
RAWRR. DAMM STINK. DEN I FELT JERUK whn i got out of thr. -__-
y? mmhmm.. i was wearing a tee with an xtra vest, n i can still feel hw wet tat ojisan was behind me. EWW to the max T T haihxx!!

den i omost got lost. haha. called karine few times, den got to the taxi n off i go to SUNWAY!
we went dinner, Baskin Robins ^^ etc.. went home :)
DENG DENG DENG
time to talk :P
TRUTH OR TRUTH.
lol. but damm tired la. slpt early :S lol.

Saturday:
i couldnt wake laaaa~~ T T wanna slp till 12!! lol. but promised to go morning swim :P
haha.. den.. -____- morning swim - 10mins nia! WTF.
thr's tis obasan go yapping thr cz got an Indian girl wear tee n her undies to swim.
"it's nt nice to wear tee n nt swimming attire.. blah blah bark bark.."
so when me n karine went in, the guards were like, "NO u cannot. BLAH BLAH BLAH"
ish!! spoiler much! LOL :/ sien

but~ AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHhh.
DOMINO's Pizza! OOG! Finally tasted it ah!!
BITS OF HEAVEN in ur mouth!
Y!? Melaka n Sabah bo!!!??? T T
hahaha. we literally attacked the pizza. less than 10mins. GONER XD
going thr again tmr most probably HEHE.

then walked to Pyramid.. shopping!
OOG. overbudget dao bao!! food, snacks, Bracelets, cardigans,cleansing foams!
Oh yeah~ i made karine go get her ears pierced ^^ hehe..
watched Salt too. MF sia. waste of money!!
grrr! no ending one! wad la them -___-
so sad laa.. ): din get to meet up wit pawara leiis..
dun think we'll get the chance dyy.. T T

lol. today karine's comp was nice to me ^^ it booted. lol.
so manage to post. lols.. gtg bath lorr.. ltr having facial gua. HAHA XD
hope 2mr will be better :)
oh yeah, i havent decide whn to go back melaka :/

Chemistry Fun ♥

Enjoy the read :P

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One day, Atom A and Atom B went to the bar to have a drink.

Suddenly Atom B panicked and told Atom A: "I think i lost an electron!"

Atom A: yeahh. i noe. I'm positive.

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HAHAHA ^u^

Wasted once again.

Oh our Gawdd.

Wednesday was a public holiday in Melaka!

WHEE. dunno y thou. hahahaha.

anyways, i feel so bad nw. ):

wasted a hell lot of time wehH!

i finished watching Big Bang Theory Season 3 on Monday nite...
continued with Prince of Persia: Sands of Time
slpt at 2am :S haha.. cz chit chatted with MMF (she stayed over)

Tues:

woke at 9.30am... then went Sentral teman Alena buy her ticket back to KL,

sun bian buy mine too for tis fri~ (:

gonna tumpang at Karine's hse. DOMINO's PIZZA!! ;D
haha, when we went back to MMU, the whole bus was ours. WOOHU.
but sad la, stupid driver -.- terlimpas our stop. nid 5mins walk back. lols.

then, i started to watch 海派甜心 that nite. until 3am!!

OOG rite? haha.

Wed:
woke at 12.30pm! feels great! it's been awhile since i slpt for so long :P
then cooked brunch and continued 海派甜心~ ♥

finished it at 12.30am.

- I AM CRAZY -

Final exams in a month.

OOG.

-_______-

*screams* i still have assignment to prep! DIE HARD. Persuasive Speech tim!!
oh well, might be using past debate topics bah :)
no nid prep so much? LOL.

*screams* still nid to prep Computer App Website! )):

oh well, gotta finish d speech by today ;)
wish me luck :P

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海派甜心

i wan her bracelets and wristbands!! TT

Well, I ♥ Rainie 杨丞林!
if compare Show (罗志祥)'s acting with hers, he lose :P

some parts, quite fake la :S
haha.. but i think she is more experience?

oh well, i rly hate Show's mushroom hair -_______-


on the plot:
i love the start ♥

their approach in this drama is tat d girl is the initiator, well more of the "guy" char.

haha, which is a bit more unique? :)
anyways, the bad comments to it is tat, :S
the twist of the plot is dang abrupt. too fast. too typical.

well, i dun blame them gua. :S sometimes it's nt plot problem..

budget problem mayb. nid to cut short the drama~

on the songs:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ all of them!

:D

It was said that.... :

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Thr was once a very good engineer.

When he died, he went up to the gates of heaven but was mistakenly sent to hell.

In hell, he did alot of amendments and made hell cooler :D
Satan were very happy~

but then, God realised the engineer wasnt suppose to be in hell,

so he told Satan to give him back to Paradise.

Of cz Satan refused. So God said,

God: I'll sue u for it.

Satan: Oh yeahh? n whr r u going to get ur lawyers?

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XD

Hahha.. get it?

Here's a lights up:

it was said that, "Lawyers are among the 1st to go to hell.."

pretty insulting to lawyers. but funny!

I can't sleep )':

Truth: I've gt a hell lots of things in my head...

Semi-truth: I'm thinking abt you ):

Lie: I'm having insomnia!

Now.. Which reason r u buying? @___@

Another piece of my mind

踩低别人是抬不高自己的！

yes offence.

i understand completely y u would wanna do such a thing.

PATHETIC.

well, let u tell u this, u've got no right wad-so-ever to do so.

u having self-esteem problem doesnt give u the right

to trample on others' to gain some.

yeah, so what if u do gain a lil bit more of self-esteem,

u think it'll last?

MY ARSE TO YOU.

not only that, u cause other ppl to lost some of theirs,

mayb permanently too.

Be wise nubcake.

portray urself with the standard of maturity that suits ur age.

:)