Helplessness.

new year. was suppose to b grand, happy etc..

wonder y.. some ppl havetta start in a shytty way leh?

haih..

2 days before i found out smth abt my frens.

its a happy thing. but den sad. dramatic? bt true.

& all i can do is ntg.

moral support? of course! bt it doesnt make much difference!

but its important. urghH! so many contradictories.

URGHH. suxs to feel helpless.

sux to see so many suffering & nt able to do anything!

to simplify the characters involved:

1. burnt zai

2. snowy

2. sibeh kia

Situation:

Snowy is currently with Sibeh Kia who is a ganas BS BF. so she wanna break up. bt Sibeh kia dun let. Sibeh kia threaten to suicide if she breaks, & also to harm her frens.. esp Burnt zai (who she likes & he likes her too)..

*thr's still alot of complications & stuff larh. i nt tat filled in too... haih.

So so so worried..

burnt zai ever asked y i so gin jiong.

becz i nt tat close with snowy..

so here's my reasons:

1st - i super buay song ppl like sibeh kia. PATHETIC. DV. OBSESSIVE.

2nd - Snowy is also my fren nevertheless. (: still rmb she made sushi 4 me..

3rd - i dunno.. mayb tis is very similar to Miy's case last time??? mayb i understand hw it feels to be Snowy's bffs? tio push away? or mayb i jz wan ppl i noe to be safe & happy? or i jz wan snowy to noe that its actually alrite?

nvr expect to encounter/ get to noe of smth lk tis fer d 2nd time in my life.

brings back memories. hurts. & lots of emotions. haih..

bt tis time it differs frm miy's case..

i'm nt close with snowy.. its hard to help!

tat Sibeh Kia is working. we dont have upper authorities like tchrs to help!

but we have law. & police...~?!

didnt get to talk to her..

cz burnt zai dun let. so respect him.

i wanna talk to her.. bt scare too pressure her. line snap = x gud.

haih..peak hrs to save their relationship is over.

i wonder hw things will turn out?

srsly hope snowy can harden her heart.. at least by a little bit.