Christmas 2010

Hm. I dunno hw to describe this Christmas..

It's well.. different. Maybe cause I'm away from my family..

Don't really feel the holiday mood. ):

But I gotta thank Modiot :)
For bringing me to her hse for Christmas!
It was good to see their family being so excited abt Xmas ^^

and we celebrated in her family style.

12am- Family supper [ meat loaves, pie, salad ] yum!

2am - Drinking game starts.....

6am - Time to sleep :)

12pm - Hello Sunshine!

8pm - Open house [FOOD!] XD

hahaha.. well for the drinking game.. it was epic?

1st time join this kinda game. haha. gosh.

quite fun and funny? ppl got high / drunk , some vomited. lol.

Basically, I was the most sober. loL!

I took 7 shots of absolute vodka. BURNNN..

Drank 2 glasses of red wine during supper.

and oso 2 cans of tiger beer.

throat hurting a bit now. ):

whoops. haha..

The next day, some got headache (hang over?), I din! whee~

and.. others throat a bit sore. lol.

OHH OHH. another epic game. LOL.

we mixed stuff in a cup and the "lucky" person gotta drink it.

Gosh. I was the 1st! but Thank God to that!!

My drink = coke + milk + beer + chocolate

It tastes ok. lol. bt i got mild upset stomach @@

Other ppl's drink is so kinyao.. lol.

Got onions, mustard, jam, chilli sauce, cucumber, raw egg! etc!

ewww... @@ lol.

李白- 《送友人》

青山横北郭，白水绕东城。
此地一为别，孤蓬万里征。
浮云游子意，落日故人情。
挥手自兹去，萧萧班马鸣。

This post is inspired by CUY :)
谢谢你！让我回想Form2的美好回忆！

当时，叶老师让我们分组演唱诗歌。。

还记得， 我的组员有 Karine, MeiYong, Eileen, CJV, HaiLing。。

哈哈。 虽然演唱两首诗~ 可是只记得这首 :)

我还记得整首的曲子！HOHOHO.. 好开心 xD

不知道他们还记得吗？

^^

Photography for Pre-Christmas ♥

Check out some of my favs shots :)

Camera Used: Canon PowerShot S90

All photos are unedited, only watermarked ^^

Before going out to carolling ^^

[CANDID]

The Crib outside a bungalow house :)

Mother Mary's groto in one of the houses

in Portuguese Settlement ♥

Light Decorations at the Settlement ♥

sibeh nice hor?

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For this section,

Place: Jetty

Time: 11pm - 12.30am

Believe me, it is tat time ^-^
Setting: Exposure: +2

The 12am night sky from my camera. lovely moon that night! ♥

Hehe. Camille taking a photo of us.

Epic Shot! Got feel hor? haha..

I took in someone else's flash ♥

acting couple No.2

{Joshua & Jessica}

Acting couple No.1

{Adrian & Felicity}

[ took in someone else's flash again! XD ]

-got wedding photo shoot kinda feel hor? ^^ ♥ -

Group photo! ♥

yerr. y like a bit senget? :S

woooohuuu! Christmas Caroling! ♥ and Post-Christmas caroling at the Settlements ♥

ohmaigoshh. damm tired wheyy!

But had one of the BEST weekend ever! WHEE EE.

Saturday:

1st night of Xmas Caroling~ 8 houses + 2-3 xtras.

Every house so frenly and naise! FOOD MANIA. GOSH.

bloated sial. hahaha.

got one family, wah. damm chun! Nyonya food! FULL dinner.

best mushrooms and PORK! the loves~

OOHH OHH. and hor! AHHH!!

Why are babies or toddlers so damm cute?!??!?!

KYAAA~~~ almost every house got one!

i wanna bring one home sia. XD

can cubit gao gao HEHE ^^

Sunday:

2 houses only, but NAISE. :)
full dinner too! haha.

oh and the best thing? Portuguese Settlement!

the houses, I TELL U!

SO NAISE. so many lights! *melts*
but some hses off dy cz we reach thr like... 11? ):

then we took pics till arnd 12.45am.

epic win. ^^

bah. maple is getting crowded as well! loves!

i'll go maple 1st. huhu! ttyl :D

twist.

have it ever occurred to u, this scenario:

where you were once so close with a friend,

and time just made both of you strangers once again?

trust me, it happens.

surprisingly, it hurts somehow or another...

Praise & Worship Concert

11th Dec 2010- Finally experience something more like LifeTeen :)

Guess I miss it a lot more than i thought..

Been so long since i sing with my heart for a cause.

Been so long, I din jump and shout for God~

It felt good. very good (:

But something was different. something was missing.

ahhh.. I miss you oh Nuts! ): No1 pei me jump and shout lerr.

Anyway, here's some pics:
it's at the Portuguese Settlement btw.

Berg, Me, Teddy, Gookey

They really go all out to deco their hse for christmas!

That's the spirit! ^^

Romantic sial. HAHAHA. ^^

VIOLIN!! :D OMG. *melts* ^^

The violinist is only abt 12? was the drummer and can play bass too!

Photo by Pokey :)
aww~~ & bwahahaha. I look better frm the back~

LOL. blekkk..

A hard to reply question:

I dun rly noe why,

but this question always pop up out of the blue.

Leaving behind or being left behind..

Which hurts more?

):

suddenly miss DenDen sia.

He graduated from IS.

Went back Labuan i assume? D=

but like miy said,

Once a ONe, always a ONe ♥

we'll always have the memories ^^

[ INSOMNIA ]

i just dont get why i get insomnia so easily.

i'm tired.. and i nid rest.

but i just cant seem to dooze off.

sleep is such a precious thing la.

for me now.

yoorr..

now 1.32AM.. ltr 4pm got Accounts midterm!

gg.com. lols.

i very guai ler ytdy :)

went library study hehe. hope can score la.

after class 2mr have few more hrs to do some exercise.

gambaruzoh! ♥

I'm sorry, I can't be perfect...

I try not to think

about the pain i feel inside..

All the days you spent with me

seems so far away

and it seems like you dont care anymore..

and i try hard to make it..

I just want to make you proud..

Can't pretend that i'm alright.

and you cant change me.

cz you lost it all.

nothing last forever.

I'm sorry I cant be.. perfect.

now it's just too late..

and we cant go back.

I'm sorry I cant be perfect.

for some reason..

so tired ah...

feel kinda sad sometimes too.

Hmm.. but hope everything will turn out fine.

and these feelings would be worth it!

every once in a while,

we lose ourselves.

we noe who we are and who we want to be..

but whr circumstances dont permit,

we are force to give in to the likes of reality..

and become someone else.

Sashiburi (:

feeling a bit down all of the sudden.

time flew past like nobody's business,

and frankly, i've achieved ntg.

Semester break is over!

currently, chionging my tutorials.

God bless me. Having midterm exam on Monday nite. huhu T^T

havent study yet. aiks...

Tat's wad u get when u waste time

slacking in maple &

rewatching FRIENDS.

Holiday achievements:

[1] Reached 4th job in Maple :)
[2] Finish watching Fairy Tail to latest epi

[3] Done all the shooting with Grayson

Home...

Home is not a place anymore. It's a group of people. ♥

Something I realised, whenever I go emo or wad not,

really really wish to be back in KK ):

Feel so tired. mentally, and physically.

Been very very busy.

Lots to say but just couldn't.

complications maybe.

I'll blog more of it on Fri guah.

Cant wait for my mid-term break. ♥

Not going anywhere. PHEW.

Gonna rot myself in my room

Maple, gonna chiong lvl120 Bishop liao :)

Continue with assignment guah. lols.

miss all my friends damn much.

tomodachi wa, doko?

watashino kokoro wa, zen zen iietai desu yone....

Don't take my internet!

I can't live without internet.

So don't mess with my internet ok?

I'm a nice person. Really I am.

However, I can't control my anger or malice

IF I let it out.

So if you mess with me,

I cant guarantee how worse I will make your own medicine taste like.

:)

Hence, when you leave me no choice,

all I can say is revenge is always best served cold~ ^^
Brace yourselves kayy? ♥
xoxo.

Let the war for internet begin XD
SUX iT UP babeH. ♥♥

问号，问号 ？

为什么人不可以对自己， 对别人坦白一些些呢？

虽然坦白面对不是所有人的最佳选择，

可是我本身开始认为“坦白” 虽然不容易，

或许会带给自己痛苦和悲哀，

但却可以让事情显得比较简单，不是吗？

And just like that, Nov started.

1st Nov- All Saints Day

2nd Nov- All Souls Day

Went to church ytdy night..

Life's been rather rough I guess?

Family stuff, friends etc.

I'm loaded with assignments too and chionging one production.

Eeek.. hope everything will run smoothly.

Script not even done! (taskeru nehh!)

Anyway, after church ytdy we went to eat at a foodcourt- Old Newton.

Hahaha. The memorable experience?

Having the SUPER MALAK Taiwanese Sausage.

OOG. the spicyness bring a new tahap of OH OUR GAWDD-ness. @@

at 1st it was like.. ok la.. den suddenly, u feel it firing up.

LITERALLY. Tongue, mouth, throat, neck, face, eyes.

and the spicyness lingers.

The thing they use is used in those pepper spray those.

wahliaowheyy. Some other girls who ate it cried. lol.

My eyes were watery thou.

and I called for a warm drink. so the spicyness wears off faster..

Then, the seniors dun believe i ate sia. WTH. ):

Dont nid to cry to show ate dy lorr~ =="

and now, facing the side effects? stomach pain!

too intense liao the spicyness.

Lol.. Brendan said last time he and his frens compete makan that.

WOOOO. some one terpengsan lagi tuu! GG.com

Anyway, those who are visiting Melaka in the future XD

Hope can bring u guys thr to TRY.

*EVIL GRINS*
It wont be tat bad :) I think. hahahahahaha!

虽然 ...

那已是 “曾经” 和 “以前”，

可是想起时，依然在我脸上画上了微笑 ♥

it's almost 2am now. insomniac.

was working on the rough draft for Critical Thinking video.

just suddenly, missed KK a lot. a whole damn lot.

I guess no matter where one may be,

there's always a part of you, regardless whether it's big or small,

that is always stuck some where else.

I'm proud to say that mine's in Sabah :)

where most of my memories are.

Maybe it was the video my bro shared on FB,

or maybe doing the production for Critical Thinking Assignment

that brought me back thr.

who noes rite?

Ishh..

I miss my lokyuk leng, juniors, seniors, friends! )':

I miss my IS family - ONe.

[photo edited by Yen & DaJie]

Rewatched our Talent Night Video. ♥

then it went back to those practices, those bdays,

those epic and wonderful memories..

The best thing about memories?

You know you don't hold on to them alone ^^

♥ xoxo.

目标?

在 “废史部科” 看见了朋友的status:

"一个目标，它最重要的不是终点本身

而是它会为你在人生交叉路上眼花缭乱的选择中，照亮一条通道

让你的人生有了方向感，不再盲目乱闯"

这让我突然领悟， 我的人生目标又是什么呢？

空白。

突然觉得 自己失去了拼下去的理由。。。

这整个十月， 根本是白白地过！

我到底是怎么了？！ 呜呜呜呜呜呜。。

可是， 没关系吧？

只要 现在赶紧找回 ‘战斗’ 的推力，

还不会太迟吧 :)

朋友们~ 一起加油吧！

未来 还有很多很多的路要走呢！

相信 一切都会是值得的

♥

DiGi & Maxis

huhu! My DiGi is inactive for the time being :)
contact me via skype, msn, fb or my new num!
If u wan my maxis, drop me a msj bah ^^

DiGi wil be active again after i get another phone.

lol. hopefully by next week it will arrive lerrr~ HEH.

Btw,

I'm playing maple again! wheee~ lvled up just now. > <

but wont chiong ady la. will be doing quest etc. huhu!

Oh yeah,

Had a very very nice chat with a 'long lost' fren.

Miss talking to you la! ^^

20:10 20/10/2010

Triple 2010 :)

Yet another special date! ♥

And something soooo Malaysian is gonna happen

at this particular time in Melaka!

Celebrating "Melaka Maju" - Melaka as a developed State!

Hence, 2mr is public holiday for us! woohu! ♥

No nid wake up for 8am class! :D

yei-yei~ ^^

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anyway, wanna take this chance to SHOUT OUT:

I ♥ my friends! You know who you are! :]

esp those whom I spend lots of time with lately~♥

Pokey, Modiot, Paw, Alden, TMC bibi, Miy & Karine~

Miss y'all so much!

suddenly miss Koo a hell lot oh! ): KOOOOOOOO~ T_____T

I ♥ my family!

My parents who support me oways :) ♥

stupid hse phone line got prob! cant call them for free > < "

My bro who is harsh but supportive, epic but lame ♥

My baby sister who is supportive and damn rich ♥

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oh yeah, since 2mr holiday!

might be going out with

Berg (Nicholas), Goose (Andre), Kitten (Andriea), and Pokey!

celebrate Andre's belated bday ^^

& i'm getting a Maxis number! ♥♥♥

Chasing Pavements

Should I give up

or should I just keep chasing pavements,

Even if it leads nowhere..

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place should I leave it there?

Feeling jobless

oh em gee. hahaha. 3am. i'm wide awake.

i feel so mf jobless.

there's things to be done obviously but i dunno,

slacking now. especially ytdy?

woke at 10.10am, went out from 11am to arnd 4,

got home, napped 5pm to 8.45pm.

skipped dinner, and watched Gossip Girl until 2.45am.

I nid to get off this life ASAP.

> <

Gonna head out to Student Press Room at 1pm ltr :)

Gonna be involved in Nexus Newsletter! wheee~

Will be going to Saturday Church, gonna meet Eric lol.

Dunno if i mentioned in my blog, but my mum is whao.

haha. few months back, she gave my no. to a guy who she dunno,

but from church. lol. he was coming to MMU,

and yeah, he contacted me.

hope things wont be awkward?

Oh yeah, YAY ME! my credit transfer is approved! :D
but i'm gonna be director for my MFs' moral drama play ^^

havetta look for inspiration and research on gambling for

Critical Thinking Video presentation too! huhu..

btw, i dont rly like critical thinking lectures. @@

feels like counselling session, the lecturer is a psychologist. haha.

ohh well~ TIME TO SLP. again!

Babi-ness FTW (Y)

updates

hoho. I just did my MUET speaking test ytdy.

mhm. i would say i sux-ed at individual task. lol.

i just cant elaborate properly with just 2mins of prep. ):

but, for group task, haha, i noticed smth..

I kinda like to disagree with people. HAHA

So much tat when ppl agree with me, i become speechless.

OMG. lol~ I know I could have did better,

but all strangers leh! can talk for 10mins arguing nt bad dy. ^^

Oh yeah, had the most fun tutorial EVER in MMU ytdy too :)

heh. Principles of Law II, lol.

nid to rebut to answer question as attendance.

EPIC-ness ^^ but enjoyed it. haha. Ops, nid to finish 3 essays! T^T

will do them ltr bah. haha.

I feel so jobless and tired.

today went to accounting class.

OOG. argue with Alena sampai sien gao gao!

argue abt lame n lifeless stuff some more. *bolat*

hmm, we rly shud try to stop this madness.

haha, some1 said, tat's hw close we are. are we? lols.

after class, went and watch movie with her and Andre.

and the arguing continues. lol! anyway, the show was MF awesome?

It's so lame and funny and epic and speechless and O_O.

Dinner for Schmucks

(Y) it was enjoyable ^^

I ♥ Barry and hate him at the same time!

hahaha. He can be rly annoying.

I rly ♥ his art thou :)

p/s: the clinic was closed today ): aww. haih..

N O S E B L E E D. my mum ask me go doc. lol.

10.10.10

Once in a life time special date.

The Puuuurrfeeecctto Tenth. ♥

How can I not post anything about it rite? ^^

Currently, am waiting impatiently

for paw to finish up with the post production of Betrayal (:

Today, will be the day,

the official day three38eight Productions is up! ♥

I hope > <

It's 11pm dy!

&

Until the next special date,

11.11.2011 ♥

p/s: I'm having a bit of mixed feelings today. > <

In between Lectures

Eeeeeppp.

Rly hate when u've got too much free time in between lectures.

Esp those 2hrs one ah! ish. go makan oso wont 2hrs la kan?

Hahaha. So me & my MFs went into an empty room & SS-ed.

Damm funny la. LOL. & time rly do fly by faster ^^ hehe.

Here are some of my favs i guess? ^^

*coughs*we still had some.. *coughs* *coughs*

Nvm. :P some secrets are meant to be kip awayy ^^

R E S U L T S

The time had finally arrived.

Was in class when I heard that the results were released.

Took all my focus and mood away.

So sorry to Accounts [ PAL 0015 ], I can't concentrate.

Feeling so scared. It's as if i'm taking my SPM results.

Many ppl did rather well.

But I was left in the dark, couldn't go online tat instant to check.

Some ppl got 3.8 or even 4.0.

Wad would I get?

I went thru 3hrs of agonizing fear.

It's like..

"You're standing at the edge of the cliff, and you jump. Just because you're too scared already... or You're standing at the edge of the cliff, and you jump, just to get the feeling of falling...."

Emo shyt. haha.

anyway, *sighs of relief* , I passed all my subjects.

General Principles of Law I	B
Malaysian Legal History	B
English	A
Computer Application	A-

GPA: 3.62

I told my mum..

Her reply was:

"ok but below PTPTN requirement. Try harder next trimester."

dots.

having migraine, gonna hit the sack.

不踏实的感觉

时间过地太快，

一下子 在沙巴 gathering,

一下子 就回到马六甲上课了。

感觉hor,

心不管怎么样始终都停留在KK。

脑海里都时常浮现过去的美好回忆，

不知不觉地，脸上被画上了微笑。

算是活在过去吗？

可是，没有过去的回忆，人又算是什么呢？

对吧？　(:

亲爱的，

你们想我吗?　♥

three38eight Productions ♥

Actually, when i came back KK, had been busy with a short film production.

Doing it with Paw :) hehe~

STRESS betul sometimes. but hey! we made it thru!

WOOHUUU~~ script, casting, location, camera etc!

nw left post production! yay!

It's called "Betrayal", Genre: Comedy

rly BIG THANK YOU to

Winnee, Nicole, Yen Ling, Jacky, CJV, Alden!!

Thnks for making it happen and for all the hard work!

Hope u had a great experience & also lots n lots of EPIC fun! XD

Paw, good job as well =)

Hope u had a great time? ^^
n jiayou on the post-production horr~ :S dun lazy. hahaha.

Thnks Paw again, for treating us to Pizza Hut! :)
N for treating me to Pizza too last time :P

Thnks Alden for the very 'ewww'

Pizza Hut Specialty Rojak as bday 'cake'.

LMAO. XD crazy la !

NASTYNESS.
[Mushroom soup+ chilli sauce + bread stick +

pepsi + tobasco sauce]

Poor Winnee. she almost puked. HAHA.

SO DID I. OMG. esp when DenDen go makan the bread! EWWW.

but i drank some of the fluid thingy. LOL ;]

Live life to the fullest (Y)

*fingers crossed*

no diarrhoea no diarrhoea

*mumbles mumbles*

XD

Legal, Busy & Awesome.

30th September 12.01AM,

i am now legal to do the stuff that i did when i was 16 :P

I feel so LOVED. ♥

Seriously, I do.

I had 4 bday celebration this year.

Way Before, Before, after and on the real day itself.

WOOHU.

Before i went Melaka - with ONe

Before my bday- with friends in Upperstar

Bday- with friends in IS, Ctmall, Fam at Gaya Seafood

Went up to IS, surprise some ppl~ :) chat chat xia wit frens..

Then went Citymall makan lunch with Karen, LZN, WMY, YPJ,

met Paw thr XD ate at Fusion Hut.

Then went n do stuff at Kolombong. haha. *WINKS*

Nite- went out makan wit family at Gaya Seafood. :D

YUMM. Steam PRAWNS :D CHOLESTEROL BLAST. ):

but Happy den ok lor rite? XPP HEHE.

My epic birthday cake. OOG XD

After- with my lovable juniors/ production cast in Pizza Hut.

OMGee wheyy~ i'm so touched > <

thnks so much for the presents Winnee, Jacky & Yen Ling!
Love you guys! :D
n thnks for the wishes too! DenDen n Paw as well :)

n thnks Winnee for the card! I LOVE IT! XD

Someone called me a 'crowd-pleaser'. lol.

anyway, thnk you guys! XOXO.

Home Sweet Home ♥

24th Sept 2010, 9.11pm, KKIA.

"Oh my gosh. it feels so unbelievable to be back? few hrs back i was sitting in the exam hall, sweating and freezing while cursing the paper!!"

25th Sept 2010, 7.35pm, Damai Upperstar.

"It felt like i nvr left. :) "

Aww! I miss all of you! *HUGS*

Had a very VERY wonderful time! xoxo.

Thanks a lot to Pawara & Miy for planning it ♥

Thanks to Ning & Cheryl for the surprise looks ;] ♥ ♥

Thanks to all those who came to the gathering! ^^

those who din join us ): BOOO. LOL. jkjk.

Date Jojo Application officially open ;]

LOL. but everyone busy hor? I'm kinda busy too. haha..

*****

P/s: the people who read my blogs basically noes i'm back dy.

So i guess i could blog? it was hard not to! :P

To the others! *SMILES* hope u dont find this post! yet XD

Before I forget...

Happy Moon Cake Festival !

♥

it's a lonely one this year X(
but, thnks to those who wished me ^^
almost forgot abt it liao. haha..

So now I wish all of you ♥

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~ ♥ Friendship Mooncake ♥~

Main Ingredient: "Love"
Secondary Ingredient: "Same Frequency"

Other Ingredients: "Laughter, Tears, Moments We Share"

Made on: "The First Day We Met"
Expiration Date: "Everlasting"

Keep it refrigerated in your HEART

at a temperature of "Appreciations".

Recommended Resale Value: "PRICELESS"

Enjoy the MOON CAKE ^^ ♥

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Exam Side-Effects

Today was English paper.

lol... i dun think i did well ): my essay was short. omg.

i so regret not learning how to write factuals like

John Daniel or Vincent Soh.

T^T
taskeru...

anyways, PRESSURE. GOSH.

The last 2 subjects are the KILLER Subjects.

Having Malaysian Legal History 2mr.. and..

General Principles of Law on Friday..

Then it'll be LIBERTY again! WHHHHHEEEE.

cant wait cant wait! *hyperness*

I feel so bloated. omg.

after exam, 11am - brunch at Emerald Park.

Then went library, but packed gao gao.

So went Taipei. Had Pearl Milk Green Tea.

It was served one hr after the order :D

2pm+ ordered fries.

5pm+ went Mori Cafe, ordered some snacks,

those fried popia wadsoever. lol.

& here comes the BOMB for exam side-effects.

Guess wad i did? LOL. trust me, i am not proud of it.

OMG. *hides face* HAHAHAHAHA.

i've been surrounded by bad influence!

(YES POKEY, i'm referring to you! :P )

Here's what I did.. SHHH.. ;]

I stole a small cute metal fork from Mori Cafe. XD
HAHAHA.

Perseverance.

Perseverance recognises that life is not a long race,

but many short ones in succession.

Today, I finished one short race. haha.

3 more to go!

2mr dont have exam, will resume on Wed. ):

urghh.. so lazy study orh. hw ah hw ah?

i finish 1 chapter of PMH today, went swimming.

and literally wasted other time on the net.

as u can see, i added the 'Like' button for my post :3

teehee! thnks to CUY for intro. haha.

I added a Twitter Slider Badge too.

but it's not working. wuwuwuwu..

sho shad.

*sniff sniff*

i think i'm down with a flu. oops.. :S

(tis is real)

& before i go slp, nid to call mummy! ^^

It's her birthday today!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY~~ ♥♥

xoxo.

最高境界的绝望？

haha.. 1 n 1/2 more days to finals.

my god. for the first time, my preparation is rly rly last second.

(not minute anymore)

wad's the most surprising thing is..

I feel calm but yet scared. more to calm thou.

mmhmm..

mayb this is wad they call 最高境界的绝望.

lol. scared dao become ntg to scare liao.

gan jiong dao ntg to gan jiong liao.

save me whey. lol. but i noe only i can save myself :S

anyways, going to church soon.

then Jonker again!

Hope tis time got fried ice-cream..

heh.. thou i'm nt rly in the mood for jonker.

btw, thnks Pokey for helping me buy my bus ticket to LCCT :)

*SCREAMS*

I LOVE ONe! u guys owe me hugs! =)

hehe. cant wait to meet my friends in KK.

woebegone.

din slp well last nite.

):

1) got some things on my mind.

2) karine is leaving for UK today.

3) down with fever + flu

4) exams in 3days! OH EM GEE.

5) just when i fell aslp, my window alighted with red,orange light with a massive explosion.

- wtf rite? i jumped up lor. wtf. felt like gt terrorist ni! urghh! wad's wrong with these ppl?

2AM go put firecrackers?! I'm staying on 1st floor. n it's at my window. wthell.

karine's nt picking up my calls. nt returning my text too!

why!? ):

为什么要一个人背着离开的痛苦？

间接的。。

你也让身边的人独自背着被离开的痛。

if you insist..

TWO

CAN

PLAY

THE

GAME

:) xoxo.

thr's a first for everything (:

omg. as much as caffeine had worked. it backfired.

lol. i finished Contract Law at arnd 3am.

yay! time to slp. or so i thot. ):

before i get in bed, i saw a **** lizard that went behind my head board.

GOSH.

*Ridsect FULL BLAST* :D
DIE U STUPID REPTILE DIE. *evil grins*

anyways, i toss n turned...

5am.. "I NID TO SLP"

cant believed i used lucid dreaming to get some rest.

Lucid dreaming - dreaming with conscience. lol.

woke at 8.35am. but still feel like lying down. ---- > 11am.

haha. anyways, today wasnt tat chiong with studies! :)

5.30pm --- > off to sunset mass

but oh shyt. Raya Hols. town jam gao gao. ---- > late for church. ):

Next plan, to Jonker Street! ♥

Wanted Fried ice cream. but bo! so sad so sad.

then...

*drum rolls*

I did something i shouldnt have, but i'm glad i did?

experience :D haha. underaged tim.

hint: i dint get tipsy. WOOHU. ♥♥♥

Clock is R.U.I.N.E.D

System Clock went wrong!

it's now 8.24pm. but to me it feels like 5.00pm.

I slpt at 5am.

Woke at 1.35pm.

@____________@
how to fix this ah?

I started taking caffeine today.
from 2.30pm till now is 3 packet of Nescafe Classic.
Studying purposes.

helped actually. lol.

BUT... as i continue to study..

it get more & more disheartening oh!

SO MANY TO DIGEST.

So it's like.. i have the fire to study but then it gradually gets put out..

Fear i guess. "wat if"s... ):

even though i kip telling myself no last minute studying liao.

nvr rly worked. TnT

DISTASTEFUL REGRET AHH < /3

"

It is enough if you are here

For in this sky

I do not need wings anymore... "

My 200th blogpost ♥

Well, i dont especially have a special thing to post abt..

haha.. thou i wanna take the chance to thank those who had been supportive,

and reading this blog~ ♥ u guys! xoxo.

anyways, hey, i photoshop-ed a photo i taken in SG :)
with a quote tat i find rather motivating?

Tadaaa~

The future may be harsh...

But still, in that vast piece of sky,

we've found a real dream..
Facing fate, with small little wishes ♥

Hope this quote can help others too ♥

Jiayou everyone! Pursue ur dreams bah! ^^

Ohh Emm Effin Gee.

16days to Finals!!

GG.COM.MMU.EDU.MY

ahhhh! nid to study hard! haha..

anyways, lately my life is like topsy turdy.

messed up time. lol. but still ok la. i think ^^
slpt morning, night awake. lol.

but at least i did manage to study abit HEHE.

btw, so sorry to my MUET test group.

lol... :S it was quite bad i think. lol...... :X

WEBBIE.

HEY YOU! YES YOU! :)

Visit my website :P
It's assignment but it's partially real~ haha~
Comments pls!!

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Thanks peeps~
xoxo.

Singapore Junkets!

OMG. Time flew past again!

late updates on my SG trip :)

in all, it was rly rly tiring!

Otaku Hse was sad. Ntg tat rly made me melt tis time. haha..

Comic Connection on the other hand, gave me a surprise!

I bought 17posters!! BWEEHEE. & a Bleach Card Holder :)

Got 2 half gloves from Vivo City :)

Aww. the salesgirl thot i was taiwanese. LOL.

snapped LOTS of photos. LOL.

i guess when u have a camera, it's jz different :P
heh.. but then i'm nt in most of them laa ):

aww. lol.

Photos up on FB soon. @___@

nid at least 3 albums for it. lol.

i'm lazy to upload photos here. lol~

Click the link to view :)

Singapore'10 Album[1]

Singapore'10 Album[2]

Singapore'10 Album[3]

Thru My Lens to SG

It got me thinking...

mmhm.. went to church on Sunday.

Somehw, it felt like home. a different kind of home.

intriguing sense of comfort & relieve.. (:

God is rly something...

thr was tis pain inside.

everything that happened in my life, is happening or ought to happen.

the future is vague, past all but a longing nw..

present is all that is left for me to grasp?

anyways, i saw many ppl praying.. their tears rolled down silently.

was it pain? or was it tears of relieve? healing perhaps?

This got me thinking..

People judge, people comment.

I'm nt excluded.

i like to comment. i dont always pass judgement. but i do.

but to the person i directed it to, you just shudnt mind abt wad i said.

just like how your judgemental sides & under-appreciated comments shudnt affect me too.

Judgement, comments.

sometimes it's just better to be kept to urselves.

You dont know wad ppl been thru, going thru or is going to go thru in life.

Everyone is living some kind of pain inside.

Respect that.

We're jz passer-bys.

MF f'ked up day.

things on my mind today:

1) PTPTN application

2) catching the bus to Singapore tis Fri as PTPTN application clashed.

3) English Presentation put forward, nid to volunteer for Thurs slot as going SG tis fri.

4) Computer Apps Website Assignment (nid redo)
5) i've jz somehw, in a way gt scammed RM338.73.

6) hw to tell my mum abt the scam. (70% my fault)

7) paying for the RM338.73..

8) the pain of cutting myself with a peeler, under my nail lagi tuu.. T T

9) finals arnd the corner, i rly shud b studying.. instead of thinking hw to earn $ :S

haihs..

我好累。

为什么生活要有不幸？

为什么有时候一切不能顺顺利利？

为什么就不能少些烦恼呢？

这么多的为什么 却不能改变任何残酷的现实。。

可悲？还是无奈？

生气， 够了。

责备， 够了。

哭也哭够了。

自责也应该够了吧。

因为这些并不能让现实好转。

生活里 发生不愉快的事时，

其实并没有什么 “后悔”，"责备" 和 “自责”。。而只有 “承担”。