You were nvr a mum to me.
u;re jz a burden.
much more than I am to u...

I hate u.
I hate mothers.
they do so many things to hurt u...
u hurt them back.. but u feel the pain too....
God..why izzit lk tis?
den everytime, we have to forgive forgive FORGIVE.
wtheck.. i'm sick of u!

Y cant I just die!!
den I dont have to see u.
U dont have to see me.
I;m nth in ur eyes anyways..
Overshadowed by lil sis.
Always behind old bro.

wad else u wan me to do o...
wad else...
i'm tired of doing wad he has to do.
just becz he's dumb n irresponsible.
only cares abt his gf. u've jz made me hate them more. yay!
i'm sick of hearing u complain hw much u hate him but loves him the most.
I've become numb.. numb towards ur love.

Ignorance is bliss.
Y cant I do tat?! y izzit so hard for me to hate u.....
y izzit so easy for u to neglect me n to oversee me????
u're always by their side. when will u be at mine.....
I'm jz a kid who wans u to care more abt me..

mum are suppose to be banks whr children deposit their worries, fears and everything..
Y did I become ur bank??
Y do I become every1's bank?
its not that I hate being a bank..
its just that I too nid banks once in a while..

everytime I talk.
no1 listens.
whn I dont talk.
every1 says I'm being rebellious.
I'm not treating them as a family.
did u guys treat me as one?

yeahh yeahh, if dad sees tis or even u urself. which I doubt.
He'll definately say,
" Give u place to stay, food to eat. dont take everything for granted. ask urself.. how many more children out thr tat dont have these?!!"
HAHAHA.. its so pathetic its hilarious!
U think tat's all a kid nids in his/her life?!
MATERIALISTIC.
yesh, tat's how most of us are..

but to me..
for once. LISTEN to ME.
The warmth of a family is more than everything u can provide...
The saddest part is.. I see that warmth in ur treating to my other siblings..
Thr's tis question so long in my heart..

"What am I to u??!"


gonna go to my room and emo.
I leg jz got clipp by the car door by my elder bro..
and I got a freaking nice attitude frm him n my mum..
sucks.
sick of all these..

Sometimes, I feel that having a family is lk having none.