Haih.. cant think of a relevant title.

To all it may concern..
I noe I've made many rather anxious about me..
I am truly sorry if I had made u guys worry or sadden anyone at all..
But I am nt rdy..
Maybe I need time.. more time to sort out myself, my feelings..

[I'm nt sure whether I'm weird or anything cz I feel tat I face wad other ppl dont, esp stress from myself]
Eg: Known as a psycologist, I analyze ppl.. n myself too.. causing me to learn things about stuff I dont rly wanna noe. or at least acknowledge.. N I cant bluff my way thru it.. Tat's y sometimes I couldnt cope with myself..


[I hate the 2 person debating in my head..]
[I hate how ironic my thoughts can be..]
Take for example: I hate someone but yet I cant hate that person becz I'm taught nt too.. Becz i wanna be like Jesus.. forgiving n stuff..


[I hate my paranoid-ness]
Eg: Someone took credit of wad I did.. Yeah.. duh i was angry.. but yet i couldnt say it out hw much of hurt i felt.
Eg:　Ａ　ｇｒｏｕｐ　ｍｅｍｂｅｒ　ｏｆ　ｍｉｎｅ　ｈｏｇｇｅｄ　ｍｙ　ｌｉｎｅ　ｄｕｒｉｎｇ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔａｔｉｏｎ　ｎ　ｍａｋｉｎｇ　ｍｅ　ｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｏｔｈｅｒ　ｇｐ　ｍｅｍｂｅｒｓ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｄｕｍｂ　ｎ　ｓｔｕｐｉｄ．　ｙｅａｈ　ｉ　ｗａｓ　ｐｉｓｓｅｄ　ａｇａｉｎ．．　ｂｕｔ　ｈｅｙ，　ａｓ　ｉ　ｓａｉｄ　ｂｅｆｏｒｅ，ｉ　ａｎａｌｙｓｅ　ｐｐｌ　ａｎｄ　ａｃｃｏｒｄｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ａｎａｌｙｓｉｓ，　ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎ　ｗａｓ　ｔｏｏ　ｎｅｒｖｏｕｓ　ｔｈａｔ　ｈｅ／ｓｈｅ　ｂｌａｂ　ｏｕｔ　ｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅ＇ｓ　ｌｉｎｅ．．　ｅｓｐ　ｍｉｎｅ．．　Ｉ　ｆｅｌｔ　ｂｅｔｒａｙａｌ　ｓｉｎｃｅ　ｂｅｆｏｒｅ　ｗｅ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔｅｄ　ｉ　ａｌｒｄｙ　ｓｔｒｅｓｓｅｄ　ｏｕｔ　ｔｈａｔ　ｉ　ｗａｎｔｅｄ　ｔｈａｔ　ｐａｒｔ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｌｉｎｅ．　ｓｉｎｃｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｏｗｅｒｐｏｉｎｔ　ｓｌｉｄｅ　ｗａｓ　ｄｏｎｅ　ｂｙ　ｍｅ，　ｉ　ｋｉｎｄａ　ｗａｎｔｅｄ　ｉｔ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ＭＹ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔａｔｉｏｎ．．　Ｔｈｏｓｅ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔａｔｉｏｎｓ　ｂｅｆｏｒｅ，　ｔｈｏｓｅ　ｃｒｅｄｉｔｓ　ａｇａｉｎ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｓａｍｅ　ｇｐ　ｍｅｍｂｅｒ．．ｅｖｅｎｔｈｏｕｇｈ　ｎｏ　ｏｆｆｅｎｃｅ，　Ｉ　ｄｉｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔａｔｉｏｎ　ｍｏｓｔｌｙ／ｌｉｔｅｒａｌｌｙ．．　［ｐａｒａｎｏｉｄ－ｎｅｓｓ＿＿ｓｕｄｄｅｎｌｙ　ｉ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｓｅｌｆｉｓｈ　ｎ　ｗａｎｔｉｎｇ　ａｌｌ　ｇｌｏｒｙ　ｓｏ　Ｉ＇ｍ　ｃｏｎｆｕｓｅｄ．．］

Ａｉｙａｒ．．　ｐａｓｓ　１２　ｌｅｒ．　２ｍｒ　ｇｔ　ｓｋｕｌ．　ｈａｖｅｎｔ　ｄｏ　ｈ／ｗ．．　ｂｅｔｔｅｒ　ｌａｙ　ｏｆｆ　ｂｅｆｏｒｅ　Ｉ　ｒｌｙ　ｇｅｔ　ｉｔ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｍｙ　ｍｕｍ．．　

Ｐ／ｓ：Ｉ doubt that I'll continue this post.

God bless everyone.. =)