1st day after CNY hols...

Haiz~ Cant belif i actually brought my hse blender to skul! So TS man... n no1 frm my group help me lo... So mean... Teacher Mary din go to skul today which means PRESENTATION DIBATALKAN!!! I was so pissed off! but... whn i know the reason why she wasnt here... kinda feel sorry for her n guilty of myself... She took an emergancy leave as to attend one of her relative's funeral... which i think is her dad... Sad isn't it? He got an heart attack at the imigration... haiz... during CNY...

Today was kinda boring~ Sejarah teacher wanted to make us all psycho lo.. ask us to read 10 pages n go for a quiz the next day... so kin yao lo... Brain oso can burst... den MM teacher oso... haiz... give so many homework! n i din bring my text book becz of the blender... ==" n ended up being somewhat scolded n cant finish anything during class.... (T^T) Crappy day i must say...

Whn I reach home, no electricity! man! cannot on comp.. so hot... haiz... the freakin guy painted my door... wet paint.. din tell me... Zzzz~ terkena... well, at least got style~><>

Poems that I Might Pass Up For the School Year Book~

1. Missing The OLD YOU...

It had been quite a while
That I didn't at all contact Meagan...
At times, I feel guilty
Yet at times, i feel that she's not worthy...
At times, I shed tears thinking of wad haf became of our friendship

It was and it still is hurting me,
So much so that I feel like...
I'm going to give up,
Giving up on this friendship that will no longer bloom its colours

Thinking about the times we spent together,
Those fun, sweet, funny, sad, angry... memories,
Just reminds me how deep and how much I miss my dear friend...

All I can say is....
" You Changed... I MISS THE OLD YOU!"

2.Fireworks...

As I dazed out of the window...
The sky loomed dark beyond with sparkles of fireworks
That seemed so pretty... so gay...
And yet the emptiness still existed,
The feeling of losing something, someone...

At the sight of this scene, I realised...
How much I am missing my dear friend
The void within me, longing for her return
The feeling is just unbearable!

Why have you neglected me my friend?
Is our friendship like the fireworks?
So beautifull at sight yet so quickly disappearing...

But even if it does disappear,
I will always remember you and all the memories we shared...
Just like the fireworks I witness today,
In the raven dark sky,
Overwhelmed by loneliness...

No matter what happens,
I Love you... My lost friend





Plese give some comment on these poems and tell me which is better~ Thnks~
-God Bless-