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Sunday, June 8, 2008

Everything just fell in place.

Regarding to the title.
Yeahh yeahh Everything just fell in place...

BUT
It's just SO WRONG.

Today was a bit off...
Due to stupid guilt conscious.
Thanks a lot! NOT.

Well, its lk tis,
I went to center den tuition den home.
On maple private server, wanna go 4th job den off9
cz nid to go center again fer Kung Fu Panda.
Nid to off9 at 4pm..

Den guild mates, wanna go zakum!!
No healer.
"o ya hor.. we got Claire!!"
I was lk
"OMG. Nooooooooo!!"

Reasons:
1) I'm a nub
2) Nvr went to zak before
3) Gtg soon
4) Promised Miy, 0kun and Mys go helm 2gether.
5) I wanna try out Bishop skills 1st....
6) I scare toh soi some "pro"

But then, I ady decline their request like.. TWICE.
So I'm lk.. gosh. wad to do?!!?

Den I told them I'm nub.
They say nvm.
Den I said I gtg at 4.30pm. {salah time!! shud b 4pm!!}
They say nvm. Just nid 35mins to pawn zak. [tat time was 3.45pm]
Den I realised tat I said the wrong time and d ppl keep on lk
"Go buy 1500 Sunset Dew :D"
Den I went n BUY...
But sadly after I bought, I GTG liao....
The show starts at 4.30 bahhz.. T___T
Wad to do????~~~

Den paiseh fren on9 again... sama sama invite go again.........
Den I say "gtg gtg.."
So look as if I purposely refuse to go..
Purposely gtg.
Aihhzz!!!

I dunno wad to say lar......
Just wanna say Sorry lo...
But I really am a nub.. =="
Compare to them tat is..

Last time ask me go pianus. (a rly RLY RLY pro monster)
Go thr die nia.
+ sorta toh soi my fren...
Useless Prz. ahhh..

Suffering frm major inferiorities~
GAWDD.
I so hate myself right nw.
FOR EVERYTHING.

:(

Gomenasaii la.......
GOMENASAII.....
GOMENASAII.....

Friday, June 6, 2008

Taggies. Hehehe..

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Duh.. Arent you?

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? 2 days ago. Touching Anime.. xD

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Hm.. Not rly to say.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? NONE.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS ? Hm.. Ask my grandma. Wait better yet, ask her goat.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? I might. I'm too cold for ppl to come near =)

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Nayy. I use it every sec.


8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Wut??


9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? YES. WOULD LOVE TO!! I wanna feel wad suiciders felt!

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Kokocruch+ honeystars+ honey bunches of oats!!

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Unnecessary. =="


12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Mentally yeapp. My thoughts could kill....


13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Choco Fudge xDD


14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? What they are wearing? Nt sure thou..


15. RED OR PINK? Pinkish Red!


16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? My conscience.


17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? Mum and Dad.


18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? Wad for? =="

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Wearing skul uniform =X paiseh.. Shoes?! I dont wear them in the hse..... =="


20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Tomato Fish.


21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? My keyboard clicking away.


22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? White. Supportive in arts? LOL


23. FAVORITE SMELLS? Pinky! {Bean Bag Piggy} hehehe..


24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Mei Yong. But she wasnt keen =( sadd sadd... [ POINT AT HER. LET HER FEEL THE SHAME] ^^


27. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? As if I CARE.


28 HAIR COLOR? Blackish Brown


29. EYE COLOR? Dark Brown


30. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Occasionally.


31. FAVORITE FOOD? Hse No.9 Food.


32. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Surprising but satisfying ending. Dont care happy ka sad ka. wadever.


33. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Age of Glory.


34. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? Skul uniform. Wut ya expectin?

35. SUMMER OR WINTER? Winter!! The feeling of snow on ur skin is indescribable. For 1st timers. haha..

36. HUGS OR KISSES? Huggs. =) 5 bucks each. LOL. Jkjk..

37. FAVORITE DESSERT? Ice-cream.

39. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Whn I'm in a bad mood, or I just wanna make u feel ignored.


40. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? Buku Rujukan Sejarah zZzzz...

41. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? The mouse. DUHH...

42. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? Age of Glory!!

43. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SOUND? Do I need one?? =="


44. ROLLING STONES OR THE BEATLES? Planet Shakers!


45. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? To Kuching, S'wak.


46. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? I guess... I can analyse a person base on their speech, acts n expressions.


47. WHERE WERE YOU BORN ? Hospital.


48. WHO'S ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? The sakai reading this. ^^ U're tagg!

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Life Teen Youth Camp 2008 Vids!!



I AM FREE.
An Action Song. w00tz! xD



Did YOU see THAT?
A show by Mr High Pants.
A funny skit by Life Teen Core & Subs.
"MANA WALLET SYYYAAA??"



The Starfish Story.
Its made a difference to that one.
Do ur part in ur society. Make a change.
Give it a second chance.


Haha ♥
That's about all lurh..
Still got some others la.. But nt so interesting de.
haha...
Bah bah.. That's all ppl ^^

How I wonder...

Thr's a lot of people in this world, facing lots and LOTS of problems.
Problems that rly scar them deep..

Situations unforgotten,
Feelings unseen.

To other people,
These people seem lk their lives are always filled with
Love.
Happiness...

But actually, sometimes the most cheerful ones
Are normally the ones who has the worst scars on their soul.

On a majority,
FAMILY.
Is ranked highest in scarring one's life.

Many things can happen in a family that can leave a great impact on an individual.
Neglection. Ignorance. Violence. Un-Lovingness. Death....

Many people will ask if they found out about the scars.
"How can he or she still smile like that??"

Well, I sorta found out how they did tat..
I'm not saying that, to them it doesnt HURT.
It does hurt more than anything.

But why? and how come they can still face the world in such a positive attitude?
Well that's because they are able to accept. face. and most of all treasure.

Every1 will have good and bad memories in their lives.
Most of us wan to erase. forget. about all those bad ones. the ones tat hurt us so much.
But only those who treasure BAD memories in their lives,
can get stronger.

These "treasures", they believe whole heartedly.
That they can mould them into someone stronger..
And also create a better world.
THAT'S WHY.
That's the reason why they can smile even though it hurts deep down.

I want to believe that too.
And so I invite all of us =)
To try to be like them...

WE can create a much better world..

Special Thnks to:
Sohma Momiji & Honda Tohru
For showing me tat.. ♥

^^
I heart u guys! xoxo ♥♥

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

God Save My soul !!

O GAWD...
Mr Pee Brain is jz getting more on my nerves!!
URGHHH...

If u read the post on June 1st [So many things happened] ,
Then you will noe he said that Karine was the one hu selotape the disc.
Then today!
During recess. Suddenly..
*POKE*
GOSH! That HURTS!!

"I whr got stick the selotape orhh!! It was Karine's SISTER BAH!"

WTH.
1st its Karine
NOW its her SISTER?!
C'mon la dude.
You're a GUY. {which I doubt}
JUST ADMIT if its you!
U pushing responsibilities and BLAMES is SO NOT SURPRISING.

P/s: He has a LOT and I MEAN A LOT of ISSUES.
U dont wan me to list them.
I'll die before I can finish typing it.

Haizz...
God...
Satan is taking over..........
=="
I'm trying God.
Trying very VERY hard to forgive tis person.
BUT THEN.
Everytime. He just do smth to make it impossible!!

Then Satan came.
He made things EVEN MORE impossible!!
He even make me think u're puppet-ing my life!!

Here's the scenario:

1st : The disc go boom. Cant watch le..
2nd: I finally was abt to forgive this person. Thinking that I can dl on9.
3rd: I went to tis site. Which can dl anime. RLY FAST. and the file is small.
4th: A few days ago. Not Licensed. I went in. TERUS LICENSED. WTH orhh!!! T___T
5th: I'm so angry. Den I found another site.
6th: The dl leads to another page WHICH we nid to PAY to dl stuff!! Grrr~~~
7th: The anger. The sadness. The disappointment. It all diverted back to Mr Pee Brain.
8th: Which leads to unwillingness to forgive.
9th: And also this tot flashed into my mind "GAWDD! Y R U FOOLING WIT ME!!?"

Aihhz.. tat's abt it.
So God. Save tis poor broken soul... :(

Aihh.. But I noe.
God is trying =)
Tis morning while I was thinking in the car, on the way to skul,
I was lk "What shud I do ltr whn I see Mr Pee Brain? Kick him? Scold him? Punch him? Slap him? STAB him? Or shud I jz ignore. and dont talk to him at all??"

Den I heard something from the radio.
It was "Learn English" or something. wadever.
Den the example sentence was.
" Humans, they are bound to sin. But humans who can forgive.. are God-Like."

I was lk..
Gosh.
God is AWESOME. xD


I wan to be lk God.
But its darn hard.
Stupid satan is always on the loose.
CHIU.
Leave me alone bahh!!


Monday, June 2, 2008

LaDivina

LaDivina.

My guild in maple.
Today was just wrong....
Well , for maplers, they will noe about the event called MC (monster carnival)

Well,
2 Guild mates kinda went to MC 2gether..
Den. They lost.
One claimed tat the other din listen to him.
So things kinda got HOT.
One member burst.
Others followed.
Paiseh lagi.. Got a newcomer thr... =="
Terus she off9.........

**** and CAPS fly EVERYWHR.
Gosh... Nvr been lk tis before.
Terus GM (Guild master) on pun.
P/s: GM nub ==" (me) -- Dunno wad to do.
Cant do anything. aihhz..
Atas pagar. I noe hw MC is. Its annoying, irritating and very very tiring.
N yet I noe oso. Pure INT mage. Lvl kinda low oso. hard kill. no CP cant summon.
Or so it seems. =="
Confusing scenario.
No time explain.

Just wanna say a few words.

1) C'mon la ppl. LD as one ok?
2) Try to control temper k?
3) Dont b too emotional.
4) Get the whole scene le baru CAPS pl0x.
5) Dont shout lk tat ever again..
6) Insulting is strictly prohibited.
7) Be harmonious.
8) Live in peace.
9) Try to communicate NICELY.
10) God bless us all.

O lastly...
Sorry to all LaDivina members.
For all these....
God bless =)

So many things happened.

Gosh. Today was..
Pure...
GAHH.

I think.. well I KNOW.
I've gone siao wit maple.
But hey, I'm gonna stop le bahh..
Gosh u shud see me!!
9.30am to 2.30am.
In front of comp. For the pass 7 days.
Yay! Sin finally lvl50 le.. nyahahaha.... =P
I know wad I'm doing.
So mum. Stop nagging. Urgh..

Den thr's tis thing. Oh I dunno..
Mayb its jealousy o wadever u call that.
My mum had been acting rly childish..
Sheesh.
Bro n his gf.
bah. U guys shud noe hw d story goes rite?
Take it out on me nia.
WTH. Getting on my nerve.....

Den. Thr's daddy.
He's actually laughing.
At how mum is getting on my nerve!
Well.. its weird. He seldom laugh.
But still..... =="

Den. We went to Karamunsing.
Oh Did I mention Mr. Pee Brain ruined Karine's Fruit Basket disc?
WHICH I wanna watch.
CHIU. Dumb arse. Whoops. NAH.
D name suits him.

So now. I'm lk missing Yuki.
His cuteness. LOL.
His humour!!
Gosh. I'm going crazy.... =="
I better stop the thing abt Yuki here.
Nanti tis Amanda (since she's peeved, I'll type the correct spelling)
Tease me? 0.0 lol..
O well, tis is ME.
Lurving ANIME every sec. ^^

Anyways, back to the thing.
Yeahh Karamunsing.
So since I'm despo for Fruit Basket.
I wanted to go Center Point. but cant.
So hunt hunt hunt in Karamunsing.
N guess wad?
I ended up hunting for my sis instead!
GAWDD.
So sienz!! Why must she lk PFFFT. Disappear! wakao...
Its a burden to go to shopping complex wit younger sisters.
They TEND to GO MISSING.

Den. After tat. Maple again. LOL.
Den stupid NOOBs. Dunno hw to MC. [MC= Monster Carnival]
Thr's tis pt. Stupid ldr. I wonder y I didnt quit earlier.
He was suppose to find a room for us to actually MC.
But guess wad?
We ended up listening to him crapping about some BARBIE DOLL ghost story.
Which. Is nt scary at all. =="
Den whn we finally get to MC!
Belum 1 min lagi tis!!
He go quit pt. Say " I gtg orh"
WAKAO!!
I terus BAMP man!!
But ltr on I found a pt which is good la.
Well, its good cz they LISTEN to me.
So we won :D
N so I lvled to 50! whee~~

Okayy..
Next thing up.
MSN.
I chatted with Mr Pee Brain.
He denied putting the selotape.
But Karine said she din put any.
But he could watch d disc.
I cant.
He ruined it.
I watch Disc1 so happy tis..
Den Disc 2 n Disc 3
ROSAK.
GAHH.....

We had a LOVELY chat rly.
LMAO.

>ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ = Me
People in my MSN = Mr Pee Brain

(8:41 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:EUUU
(8:41 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:EUUU......
(8:41 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:EUUU..... F5
(8:41 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:Y U GO SELOTAPE THE DISC ORH!?!?!? GRR~
(8:41 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:grr~
(8:41 PM) People in my MSN:what disc??
(8:41 PM) People in my MSN:isnt cellotape?
(8:42 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:I DONT CARE
(8:42 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:U RUINED THE DISC DUDE
(8:42 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:FRUIT BASKET!!!
(8:42 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:F5F5
(8:42 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:N I CANT WATCH DI
(8:42 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:YOUR FAULT!!!
(8:42 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:GAHHh!!
(8:42 PM) People in my MSN:i din cellotape it ah,it was karine
(8:42 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:SHE SAY SHE DIN.
(8:43 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:F5
(8:43 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:==1
(8:43 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:==2
(8:43 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:==4
(8:43 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:EUU....
(8:43 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:EUU........ .arghhH!
(8:44 PM) People in my MSN:she always like that de lah
(8:44 PM) People in my MSN:pushing away all responsibility
(8:44 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:F5
(8:44 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:DEN U
(8:44 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:CAN WATCH O NT?
(8:44 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:F5F5
(8:45 PM) People in my MSN:can
(8:45 PM) People in my MSN:u r so infortunate
(8:45 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:SO IT IS UR FAULT LA
(8:45 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:U D LAST PERSON HU WATCH
(8:45 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:WTH.
(8:45 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:F5
(8:45 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:u see my dp.
(8:45 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:f5!!
(8:45 PM) People in my MSN:....
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:==1
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:I....
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:STRONGLY.......
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:DIS...
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:LIKE....
(8:46 PM) People in my MSN:i cnt record my voice
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:EUUU.....
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:F5
(8:46 PM) People in my MSN:if not, ur speaker burst
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:LK I CARE
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:IF I CAN RECORD
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:UR COMP DIE LO
(8:46 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:F5
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:D SCREEN BURST
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:NT JZ SPEAKER!
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:BAH
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:F5
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:EVEN UR HSE WINDOW OSO PECAH TU WAKAO.
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:LOL
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:^^
(8:47 PM) People in my MSN:i dont have any window in my house
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:STILL. I DISLIKE EUU.
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:O. OF CZ U DONT
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:U LIVE IN A BOX
(8:47 PM) >ÐâŕҜČяΐšĦ™ŴħĩŦέ:DUHH

Well, something like tat ^^

Spssp..
2mr 4s2 NIA
Need go skul.. Whole day. Add MM. Die HARD...
Gosh. Its so late liao.
I have to get going lurhh
bye bye~~ ^^
Thnks for reading ^^