the unknown future.

I wonder what the future may bring...
but then again, I'm sure it'll be fine.
I trust that the day I receive the call for my offer letter,
it was God's will and He will help me through it.

I still remember as clear as day,
how heavy my heart felt when I put down the phone that day.
The overwhelming tears. The mixed feelings.
But looking back, that was almost 2 years ago.
And I have to say, I regret nothing.

I couldn't imagine not coming to Melaka.
Where would I be? Could I have passed A-Levels?
Well, God is always so marvellous. He works in ways we cannot understand.
And yet, I am truly grateful to Him.

You see, at every turning point in life,
we could never be certain about what future our choices can lead us.
Yes, it is scary. I won't deny it.
But take it from me, trust and take a leap of faith.
You might be surprised.

To my friends :)
If you are struggling with which path to take,
be it to work, to continue studying, or what to study,
leave it at His hands.

How?
well, the methods varies really.
But what I did was, I applied for what I could and let God's will be done.
Whichever replies you get :) You'll know then.

oh, let's not forget about prayers! ;)

(:

It's study week! Finals in exactly 7 days! :)
Can't wait to go back home after that~
anyway, it's so hard to study >.< as usual.
Redo-ing my tutorials, lots and LOTS of amendments to do!
feeling sien so taking some time off to blog?

Been meaning to blog since last Wednesday after the IHL mooting training.
It was a great experience :) really. I didnt do as well as I hoped but, cheers to trying!
As me and Amanda (my co-counsel) was preparing our oral submission,
the excitement, the nervousness, the hard work...
it just made me realise how right I feel in taking this course.

Trust me, I have doubts, always have and always do.

I'm easily distracted and sad to say, quite easily influenced.
I adopt and give in. It may not always be a bad thing, but..
It just makes it hard for me to have a passion for long.


But joining IHL made the dim fire for this course glow.
and I like the feeling. You know? The feeling of having a passion for something.
The feeling that helps you strive!
Passion can help you do wonders :)
I've seen that in many people.
and I'm envious.

[LATE] Legal Skills Video Shooting ♥

woohu! done with Legal Skills Video Shoot! [16/4]
aweeesome! ended with bursts of laughters ;)
so fun to cause havoc HAHAHA.

anyway, I finished editing the part I'm in charge of!
*achievement*
so then, I took the liberty to edit some photos as well~
Hehe, gaya hor? ;) ♥

Cast:

Behind the Scenes:

seize the chances :)

Well, I dunno what actually hit me actually,
but I feel very keen on getting new experiences this year! woohu!
Seize the chances, in 20 years when you look back,
you'll have stories to tell :)
Here's to an awesome, fun and random photo shoot!

Theme: Bloody
Location: Melaka Mall Rear Parking Area
Make-up Credits: Amanda Seow
Photo Credits: Regina Saw

Hehe, many might not understand why, but well, you dont have to :)
1st time take this kind of photos :D

haha fail shot :P but well...~

1st time play dead lying on tar road. it hurts! ROUGH -__-"

my 'wounds'

1st time having so much SWEET TASTING STICKY liquid poured on me. LOL.
Amanda was literally laughing evilly as she pour the 'blood',
I was having a hard time being 'unconscious'.
anyway, She creeps me out sometimes O__O"

seriously Amanda! suppose to be car crash, but I think I look like I kena run over by car lerh...

The experience, Hmmm, damn damn funny.
HAHAHA, we shoot at public open area mar, banyak juga cars and people -__-"
so secluded but many cars passed by.
MANY MANY GLARED O___O
we were so scared they were gonna call police or ambulance..!
Once, Amanda had to tell them we're fine and ntg needs to be of their concern hahaha.
damn PAISEH..
Oh and once, I was nicely playing dead and false alarm got siren sounds,
Imagine this, I terus revived. HAHAHA. jumped up and hide LOL.

after the shoot, time for CLEAN UP.
EEEEECKKK :(
the colouring quite hard to come off lorh.
till now, my foot is still reddish lol.
luckily the face one can clean properly >.<
anyhow, FUN! :D

Here's Charlene's 'wounds'

and lastly and epicly failed but naise photo? :)

It looks real? but I dun think it scores much in logic. hahaha...

P/S: This has nothing to do with Legal Skills video Assignment.
So please dont expect anything of it :) thx.

so many thoughts on what just happened.
life, people, reality, the world..

busy April!

bwahahaha? :)
just finished vid shooting for Legal Skills Assignment ytdy!
I actually wrote another post ytdy but din post it cz well, ldr felt it's better not to.
I'll post it after the presentation or submission :D

with the two lawyers ;)

anyway~ stressed! Finals in 20days.
*panic*

Assignments so far, almost done :) heh.
For IHL, did my 1st oral submission. I suxed. HAHAHA.
but it was great (in a way), joined to learn rite? :D

Well, life practically just that. There's not much of anything else going on.
It's so sad aint it? haha, might be joining other stuff (camps?)
arhhh! I miss my friends! cant wait to meet them!

so sad lerh, the last I met some was in 2010! can u believe it?!
and the sadder thing is, I dun think I'll be meeting them in 2012 either :(

Happy & Blessed Easter to all~

Jesus is risen today!!

My Lord He died for a kingdom, to redeem the hearts of men, now my people don't you weep He has risen from His sleep He lives again, Alleluia. Sing Alleluia, the Lord is risen.. He is risen indeed Alleluia!

Confession:
havent been entirely holy this Holy Week :(
it's really REALLY hard to not swear in my life. lol.
& I missed out on confession /.\
need to go for it ASAP~!

updates

woohu! Midterm exams are over! :)
finally got some time to blog?
so I'll just make it really brief. kinda lost the feel ady :(
wanted to blog when I was busier but well, I shouldnt so I didnt.

anyway,
Last week was AWESOME! :D

OHSEMNESS:

[1] International Humanitarian Law (IHL) Mooting Training.
The second meeting was NAISE! :D damn enjoy~ cant wait for the next one :3
basically, IHL is about warfare rights. something like that :/
sorry but I dun wanna bore you guys, cz I rly dunno how to explain briefly lol,
so we'll kip it as that :P

[2] Legal Skills Tutorial- Client Interview Role Play
OMG~ damn hilarious to see the people playing hahaha..
Aww~ modiot! :)
we played the guessing game too...
which is like a live version of 'Draw Something' but with words.

[3] Hospital with Woofy (Sulee)
went to the General Hospital with the referral letter from Manipal.
kena senju. lol.
then we went polyclinic :D
RM1 for X-ray, gastric meds, anti-anxiety pills :3

the blue little babies are gonna help me sleep well ^^

oh yea, and the doctor warned me not to take spicy food, alcohol and citrus.
so now, I got a real valid reason to refuse alcohol ady huh..?

[4] Usherers @ The Loft Wedding Reception
dem dem dem!! so we got this job offer to work for a wedding reception!
yay! and we took it! it was a last minute thing but awesome lar :)
the pay too. hahahaha! anyway, we became the waitresses too.

woofy not in pic :( cz she took this. lol.

yerr, the waiters ah.. I tiaw eu.. wahlieu...
No comment kaw kaw. macam pasu bunga jer.
that aside, Woofy damn happening so rajin, dun wanna rest one~
it was TIRING whey! reached home terus 'passed away' in sleep.

so cheers to first experiences~ xx.
^u^
hoping for more to come :)