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white water rafting! woo! tired to the bone!
ahhhh~ but it was fun! kiulu river water was super uber refreshing! :D
whee whee whee~
so many things to blog about~ but tired oh.. LOL..
will do it after I'm done with the photos!
MFs left 3 days in KK je..~ time flies!

<3 my parents :)
muacks muacks~

No. 360

I think there's something wrong with me.
maybe it's nothing...
anyway, hope it'll all pass..
pray for me kay? :)

Dunno is the heart, the lungs, the sinus or just the stress acting out.
Last time I had a panic attack and went into hypertension state :/
freaky. at least for me, since it was the first time. lol.
P/S: hypertension- high blood pressure, heart beating too fast but nt pumping enuf blood to the body.

Yesterday, I went into bradycardia state.
The totally opposite of hypertension...?
Low BP and my heart beat damn slow...
normal rate is 60~100bpm, mine was 43bpm.. highest was 51bpm.

both made me have shortness of breath.
and mild apnea? :/ meaning I 'forget' to breathe lol.

haha, self-diagnosis based on google -__-"
hmmm....?
I think I miss biology :P

[LATE] Draa-gonn CNY '12

due to exams and stuff, no time to blog abt CNY!
just finished exam ytdy.. overall, no comment desu -__-"
pray for the results bah..

ANYWAY! :D
CNY was horrible. LOL.

1st day of CNY, sick kaw kaw... vomiting and all. urgh #FoodPoisoning
and... my cousin broke my BEATS headset :'(
horrible horrible 1st day..
it got better thou... thank God.

oh yea, spent 2 days in RH hotel :)

taken with baby sis <3

dun rmb much of it ady, damn lapsed time. messes with ur head :P
here's my fam group photo :D

Oh!
another highlight of CNY: bai nian at Pn.Yap's place!
she lost weight~ and her kids are cute haha...
good times :)

me & Pn.Yap

Me and her son :D

Hmmm, that's all for Sibu I guess.
For Kuching, damn epic lar.

From Sibu go KCH flight...
Our Captain was good :) and friendly!
He came out to talk to the passengers lerh ^^
He got sweet voice oh hehe.. "excuse me" and a very sweet smile too! ;)
ohh, and the flight was supposed to be 40mins.... 25mins we reached ady LOL.
weather was bad :( so we couldnt land..
wondered in the sky until nid go back Sibu refuel. geng bo?
40mins flight become 2hour flight. omgeee.
that night got 6 planes go Sibu refuel ah! very bad weather indeed!
funny experience lol.

OHHH! and got a very lenglui air stewardess oh!
REALLY :) very cute face n pretty type. young. ^^
but hor, she new -__-" haha, funny lar her..
when we landed back in Sibu for refuel, many passengers tot landed in KCH.
so she made an announcement... dunno why in Chinese LOL.
and she said, I quote "Captain 要打油" (captain wanna pump fuel) O.o
then she realised it n laughed LOL
then she corrected herself to "飞机场要打油" (airport wan to refuel)
HAHAHA.. cute?
but quite unprofessional.. hmm, I think the head stewardess gave her a scolding :/

anyway, days in KCH was boring lol. but time still passed so fast :(
oh yea~ guess who is this cute lil devil? :)

my aunt! LOL 

that's all I guess. haha.
ntg much~ oh yea, here's my fav pic of mummy this CNY :P

surgery failed

why can't super glue fix everything? :(
operation save my headset failed... deliberately. 

haishh.

it's painful to lose smth with so much sentimental value.

looking at the 'corpse' makes me wanna cry.. again.

but I cried during CNY for freakin dunno how many hours,

outburst of feeling passed. now it's just remorse D:

frankly, I don't hate you. Yes you, the one who broke it. -__-"

Deep down, I hate myself. 

For lending it to you perhaps?

For being so nice perhaps?

Haishh.

I can't help it.

I'm always so hard on myself.... huh?

[exams] 2 down 3 more to go...

so the worst had finally passed.
Contract and Consti.

Contract was badd. I hope I can pass.
Haish. Why is fear such an overpowering feeling?
The fear of failure leads to failure.
I went blank for awhile when the exam started,
and that was a bad start. Cz it made me panic. Which didn't help at all :(
screwed for Contract. All I can do now is pray >.<

Consti almost had the similar ending.
I couldn't remember shit the day before the exam.
Almost had a panic attack. Called daddy & mummy thou :)
<3 muacks! hehe. calmed me down A LOT sia~
Prayed with mummy on the phone :3 and went to sleep.
Exam day itself was great :D Thank You Jesus for memory power ^^
Thank you St. Joseph of Cupertino and Mama Mary for thy intercessions <3

Next up... Legal Methods~
ohh, please be good to me :)