post exam feeling.

3 down, 1 more to go.
Just finished Contracts midterm today.
Goodness gracious :(
Contract is like my worst subject and the hardest, heaviest subject for now.
grrr...

everyone was cheering after the exam.
I wasn't. Screwed my paper. or rather, my paper screwed me over =.=
always like this.. damn lor! one of the reason: spot wrong qns. lol.
hard to predict this lecturer... too fake ady LOL. I guess...

anyway, hoping for the best..
Next up, CONSTI :)

trying things out :P

hehe... just suddenly wanted to get colour lenses! 

(actually wanted to get them long ago.. just din dare to try them out!) 

bought 2 types :D Blue & Gray!

saving the gray one for CNY ;) hehehehe
check out the blue~~ ♥

nice...? I'm quite satisfied hahaha... It looks more natural off-camera :)

just a glint of blueness.. hohohohohoho....

P/S: thanks Feli for teman-ing me to get the lenses~ xoxo.
P/P/S: Church was greater than expected thou I was late... again. LOL.
met some new friends & hang out with bro wasn't so bad ♥

closing "files"

had been feeling very down lately, due to the 'need' to go back to KK >.<
but it's ok now. Hope it continues to be that way.

In life, you dont always get what you want. This is true.
Many a times in life, we face difficulties, hurdles along the journey
and how we decide to deal with them can make a difference.

They said that:
"If you don't like something, change it. And if you can't change it, change the way you think about it." 

So when things don't go your way and you can't do anything about it,
SUCK IT UP. stop whining!
Whining wouldn't make things better. Get your fair share of whines and move on.
Stop making life so difficult for other people.
Everyone is fighting their own battles as well. You are not alone. 
Stop comparing yourself with others.
And definitely, don't expect people to clean up your shit every single time.
One day, when people stop helping you. You'll die.

As a child, be understanding to your parents.
We can't choose what kind of family we get born into.
But believe that God has His ways and His plans.
Grow in faith, deal with reality and stop wishing for things that 'COULD BE'. 

*Bottle it up & lock it down*
Time to face reality. Time to move on.
Looks like a blue Christmas this year :(
but that just gives more hope for a better Christmas next year... rite?

out of the blue

suddenly just miss those endless chatting sessions..
very the much..... haiz...
guess everyone is busy and moving on with their own lives...
well, busy myself too. LOL.

just a sudden feeling & realization ):
too lame to post on FB or twitter...
so... hello blogspot :P

great experiences

# 18/11/11

2nd moot! This time in BM... ^^
great experience ler! I actually miss being a bailiff already! :)
get to learn a hell lot of stuff!
ytdy's judge was awesome. GRILLED THE MOOTERS KAW KAW WHEY!
kesian the mooters >.< but then envy oso... cz they confirm learn a lot!
the judge was strict, sudden, high expectations... but he's good :) seriously.

makes me wanna join moot haha.. my time will come...
but then the commitment and research sure OMG one :X
till then.... I'll take pride in being a bailiff for the court.
cheers!

big thanks to my Head, Ooi Kuan & Yuki :D for the training, reassurance etc :)

1st Bailiff experience

# 17/11/2011- MMU moot competition begins :)

this time, got the chance to become a bailiff! excited and nervous giler!
stress oh! hahaha.. basically, a bailiff is like the emcee of the court room.. pressure-nye!
worse part, not feeling well at all ah! nausea, feverish and sore throat.

it was a great experience :) though I screwed up some stuff.

grrr... so paiseh oh.. lol... luckily the judge was friendly & forgiving? >.<
but I feel that between the many committees, need more collaborations.

many blur moments xia de... 

that aside, got myself back pain for sitting straight for about 2 hours. =.=

about the moot...

hmmm... the mooters in my court room werent so prepared I think :/
and the respondents could have won.
if only they knew how to present and explain their points better.

I sided the respondents' points la.. but they couldnt explain it properly
so... the appellant won. 

:)

looking forward to today's session! ^^
gonna do better!! USH USH! :D
then it's back to spamming assignments, tutorials, presentations. URGH.

uni life.

the link between songs and memories...

you know how a song can remind you of memories or people…??
suddenly, missing Alden so much )_: and a song cant stop playing in my head…
then it linked to the three38eight production memories… (somehow)..
and then, I miss the people involved, esp one epic babi oso.. ^^
and then it linked to other ppl… goodness, what a chained reaction…!
so bottom line, I MISS YOU GUYS <3!!

Lyrics:
FM STATIC- TONIGHT

I remember the times we spent together,
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives

And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
Were not enough, and it used to feel like dreaming except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up

And know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
ALl the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus,
And how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes not having you here

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up

And know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up

And know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

乱。。

好累啊！

今天过得好快好快。。 星期三的考试完全没有准备好。

怎么办？ 很怕， 很压力， 很多事情来烦啊。。

谁来救救我？):

可能今天真的累过头了。。　

心情很乱，　感觉又复杂，　

可是没力气整理。。

或许就这样，　感到非常低落啊。。

明明是一个很开心，　充满希望的一天。。

怎么现在那么乌云扑满，阴沉沉，绝望呢？

a few more minutes...

many a times in life, we tell ourselves, "just a few more minutes...." and we end up using so much more of the time we allocated. I gotta learn proper and better time management. midterm is in 2 days and I feel like I've studied NOTHING at all. how can this happen? even though I've kept telling myself to work harder... to not slack so much... need to get back on my feet asap. the tutorials undone, the assignment workload closing in, notwithstanding the pressure from them too. uni life is tiring and hectic. I enjoy it.. really I do. but I just wished for more time. more and more time. That aside, I got involved as a bailiff for the 2011 moot competition in MMU. this meant commitment, time consuming but it also meant experience.

anyway, just taking "a few more minutes" to update on certain things :)
for those who are worried about my health, thankiu so much <3
I'm feeling much better, my back is getting better too.

thanks to my beloved Woofy! she's better at fixing me than the 2 doctors I went to.

goodness gracious.

oh, plans to x-ray was cancelled :) yay.

Last weekend was a very happy happy one :3

as u've read before, I've got a couple of new stuff... printer, usb hub etc...

on Sunday :D I went shopping again! wooooohuuuu!
damn happy. I'm a happy soul ^^

bought....

1) my first ever WHOLE WHITE BACKPACK. (it was on sale! >__<)

2) my baby sis' 2011 bday present- black sling bag ^^

3) 3 tank tops ;D

4) Court Shoes [finally.. Legal Profession style =.=]

5) 2 white shirts

6) 2 slacks
7) blazer

8) my first ever WHITE BELT :D

9) a jacket....

& stationaries & groceries.

*P/S: I think I need help >_< I'm a jacket freak lololol. I've got about 7 jackets already in Melaka... not counting those in KK..... omg..... and I bought my 8th one in Melaka. I'm damn awesome. HAHAHAHA...

# 11/11/11

super nice date rite? hahahaha :D
a lot of ppl are taking the chance to make a wish or waiting for anything special to happen.

well, my day was not bad ;) hehe...

HAPPY DAY! that's the most one could ask for rite?

so I slpt till 12.30pm :D
woke up to a very nasty pain on my back.

I suspect rib muscles to have been hurt or what. grr..

going for x-ray soon :( all the money spent becz of a stupid fall. grrr!

today is a great day nevertheless because~
I finally got my new printer! bwahahaha! my baby Epson ME 340!

inkjet but the ink wont smear~~ WHEEE but more expensive cartridge la.. oh well :/

very thankful to Fluffy Goat and Pokey for bringing me to PC FAIR

Got my awesome USB Hub too! & blast-able speakers! :D

Besides that... hmm, Woofy gave me a back massage!

way better than the ones I received from the doctors here -__-"
cracked my backbone... WHICH is GOOD. cz the pressure finally released a bit.

:D syooook kao kao... but then it still hurts :(

last thing that made my day :)
finally spoke to me le hor? after almost a week!

but found out you're so sick so nvm lar...

haha, at least I'm not the only one so taufu lerr ^^

other random shots:

Printed out some photos :D hehehe.... and put them on my board <3

pain pain go away...

T___T

I feel so taufu ah!

my 1st volleyball lesson got me badly bruised.

my wrist was even swollen.

this was on Monday.

On Wed, I epicly fell down the platform.

sprained my back. f*cking pain.

the weekends were used to recuperate.

sobs. why oh why... I'm so clumsy )':

ytdy the back pain relapsed.

took away my sleep. can you imagine the pain?

to wake from your sleep because it just hurts so bad?

praying for a speedy recovery.

hopefully, it's just my brain being stupid and thinking too much? @@